F/19/5’4.5″/114lbs. I know I shouldn’t base my self esteem on what others think of me. But what I think of myself is so much worse. I never liked my body or had any feeling of self worth

F/19/5'4.5"/114lbs. I know I shouldn't base my self esteem on what others think of me. But what I think of myself is so much worse. I never liked my body or had any feeling of self worth